Tomorrow

My blanket of bricks weighs heavy
I'm waiting patiently
The mask of smiles is wearing thin
I'm starting to show through

Washing the blue from my eyes
and the blood from my hands
I see through the ripples to the sand
Reaching deeply, going head first
I've lost my grip.

Letting go of reality
Making peace with inner chaos
It has become my normality
Please leave me my sanity

My spine, it's numb
Bending over backwards is more painful than ever
I expect nothing
I'm never hurt

My love for you it's unwavering
Do you see me here?
I'm standing, shaking, crying
You'll love me, I know it
I feel you, I see you
You're walking away
You passed me by
Again, you look through me
I'm amazing, didn't you know?
I thought someone told you...