Losing

What are you waiting for?
Who is she?
Is she Prettier?
Is she smarter?
Is she taller?
Is she less of a mess?
Is she more attentive?
Is she thinner?
Does she speak more eloquently?
Is her hair longer?
Is she more stable?
Less quirky?
Is she childless?
Does she have more freedom?
Is she less damaged?
Does she have a college degree?
Are her eyes bluer?
Is she more graceful?
Who is she....and why is she better than me?